okays. i was supposed to meet clement they all for prata today.

however, i didnt manage to wake up.

by the time i woke up, it was already around 0730.

sigh. then clement said they were leaving le?

hums. he didnt reply me after that, so that was kinda like the end of story...

* give a wide smile ...

what happened last night had made me more firm on my stand of going to work.

i have to. i am in need of that money. sigh.

im sorry i've got you into trouble.

if i've got you into trouble, i'll get you out of it. =)

have not been revising this few days.

im just so not in the mood.

if i have, the only few subjects that will interest me will be:

design and technology, chinese, social studies..

well, and maybe a little bit on chemistry, literature and history.

i dont know about my amaths, emaths, physics.. sigh.

i must try hard for my amaths, cause i maybe force to drop if i dont pass it.

and i need it. i want to go jc. ><

however, if i have no choice, i'll go sp.

i want to follow mr liew. ><

hopefully he is still there. sigh.

wednesday after the amaths and social studies paper,

i'll be going to make my ic.

in need of people to accompany me.

maybe i'll ask hassy.

my hardles, come with me, kkaes? ><

had history extra lessons today morning.

daddy gave us obvious hints on what's coming out.

he said all that were the most obvious hints he ever gave.

all we need to do is to study for the questions. =)

came back and slack my way through.

i kinda of forgotten what i were doing a while ago.

my life has been like this the past few days.

forgetting a little here, a little there.

sigh. i'll break down into tears when i cant cope.

and that day will be anyday soon. sigh.

i need you here with me.